♡ stronger ♡

HURT

بِسمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحمٰنِ الرَّحيمِ

Assalamualaikum and hai and Annyeonghaseyo ^^ It has been a long time since i last updated this blog. Well, i'm kinda busy this sem and i don't feel like to post any entries. Mianhe hehehe. I'm in semester 2 now at PKB and i live at rumah sewa near my campus. Life is good so far la.

There's so many fvcking damn things happened to me, and i am really tired to handle it. I tell myself everytime, everyday, every seconds of my life to just forget all about him and just when i thought that i'm strong enough to do it, something happen. Malam raya hari tuh, i saw him at Centrepoint Klang. He was selling kasut raya. I noticed him but i doubt he did. That was the best night ever of the year. That was the first time ever i saw him after two years. Crazy right? Whatever, maybe there's a huge reasons behind all of this happening to me. Like my bff told me "If it's meant to be, then it's meant to be" :) I gotta stop trying and let Allah handle it for me because He sure have a better plan for me. Allahuakbar. Stay strong Diba ^^

Another thing, my friend changed. She become a stranger to me now. I don't know her anymore. We used to help each other out, laugh and tell our story, remember? I bet you don't even remember what we used to do. It's okay. You got new friends huh? Whatever it is, i hope you're happy now :) Even we're in the same class, but we are not as close as we used to be. Just so you know, i really miss you. I miss the old you. When you're around me back then, i felt like i have a sister. I've always wanted a sister. I thought you're diffferent from the others, but i was wrong. No matter what, i'll always be your best friend. The distance between us become huge now, and it hurts me a lot. You know, a lot! It's just so sad how quickly things can change. Well, people do change. And changes hurt me ^^

Assalamualaikum and goodnight lovelies.