Bismillah.
Assalamualaikum.

Do you ever feel like you hate your ownself? Well, i am right now. Sometimes i wondered, how can someone has such a beautiful, happy and perfect life. I mean how, well i guess they're just lucky being born in that life. I gotta admit that i'm feeling insecure with them. Well, they got money, a beautiful face, nice body, boyfriend and here i am getting fat and fatter day by day. I wanna know how it feels being pretty and everyone loves you. I know i should be thankful of what i have today, but sometimes those thought came across my mind and i started to hate myself. Alhamdulillah, even though i'm fat and ugly, but as long as i have a beautiful and amazing people around me, that should be enough. I will start being thankful right now, Thank you Allah.