Bismillah.
Assalamualaikum. Hello. 

Anyway, Alhamdulillah Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all Muslims around the world. Not to forget to our muslims sisters and brothers in Palestine. My prayers will always be with them, may Allah grant them Jannah and protect them at all cost. Amin, Allah will always be with them. 

One of my highlights in this year. One of the important dates. Most significant one. 

I hope this one will last. I am honestly tired of putting efforts in something that are not meant for me. This one different.

If you ever read this, I just want you to know that I am so glad I met you. I'm glad I swept you right on that day, I'm glad you texted me first, I'm glad you asked for my number, I'm glad I chose you over anyone else, I'm glad you decided to 'focus on us', I'm glad for everything that has happened to us these few months. My feelings for you grow each day eventhough you like to sakat/usik me. I don't care about your past, I don't care about your age, I don't care that you don't like to vc or otp, because I know what I want. I know what my heart wants. this may sound so fucking cringe but I don't care because this is my damn blog hahaha. 

I miss my bear. I miss going out with you, I miss talking in car with you, I miss eating with you, I miss watching you play bola, I miss seeing you drive, I miss seeing your face, I miss touching your cheeks. Basically, I miss you all the times. Damnit. MCO this time is so hard for me. Just right when I found my bear, government gives me this MCO thingy T.T 

Please know that, I love you. Your name are always in my doa, in each of my solat. Your full name okay, not the nicknames one. You know who you are. And please, slow down your sakat/usik. I have a very fragile heart and I'm so insecure all the time and I'm an overthinker. 

Janganla marah i lagi T.T if what I said hurts you, I'm really sorry. I sedih you cakap you single. I don't like it when you said like that, each things we said are like doa you know. I'm sorry and I love you.

Sekian, from the bottom of my heart.