Stress level 10/10. 

1. Studies

2. New JD

Need to catch up on new JD in less than a month. What an actual fak?! My Brain literally about to explode now just when I think about it. I have a lot of tasks currently in hand and now I need to add on new task. My company are literally stupid for not hiring new staff, they can just hire new staff for general task but honey no. They decided not to hire anyone for what reason?! "Oh they can't answer the questions we gave them, so they are not qualified". For God sake, we are now really shorthanded in man power and y'all still being picky?! Not all people have the knowledge you want, but they can learn. We just need to give them a chance to learn. And now they make me look like a ball, "oh Diba, I need your help. You need to take over this task ya cuz we really shorthanded now. No one's qualified yet for the position we offer. No one can answer the questions we gave". Nak nangis. Otak aku ni boleh sumbat ilmu tapi at least give me extra time la. Not like this. Add on pulak dengan My boss perangai, everything we did are wrong in her eyes, so picky and cerewet. I don't know how I manage these 5 years. 

I feel like I made wrong decision to further studies T.T A lot of things in my mind now. Migraine incoming!! Can I handle this two? I question that a lot to myself. I get that people said that I'm a fast learner but this is hard man. I need to catch up in my studies and this new task. 

I don't like sharing out my problems with anyone. Because I know, they all have their own problem and I don't wanna stress them out more with mine.

Ya Allah, help me. Permudahkan urusanku, dalam belajar, dalam kerja. Nangissssssss. K la bye.