Runaway.

Yep runaway would be a correct word.

I want to runaway from all of it. I want to resign but i can't.

Too many responsibilites, too many commitments in my life.

Honestly speaking i am tired working there. I never feel appreciated working there.

No matter how much you put your effort in your work, it would never be enough for my boss.

Even if you do your job perfectly correct, she would always find some error.

She would always there looking up your wrong in your job, even if there's nothing to look at.

I love my job, its her who i dont like. For more than 5 years i've put up alot with her bullshits.

I even cried during night time thinking of my work.

Can you imagine that?! Cried so hard.

Not because of love or my boyfriend, but because of work.

It really has affected me in so many ways.

Nobody knows i cried tho.

I was so stressed out (currently still tho) that i decided to disappear for a while from everyone.

I literraly stop talking to my besties, and just be alone.

Because they would surely force me to tell them everything, i am not the type who expresses what she feels to anyone. Like right now, i dont even talk to them or my boyfriend that much about what i felt.

And here i am, writing down what i feel because i know no one would read this.

I love the working environment, i love the facilities provided. I love my kakaks there, even some are quite toxic but i dont mind as long as they did not interfere in my job. I can multitask, i hate that she just keep finding something wrong just to blame me.