I will not forgive myself for sending Miko to vet. Ever ever. That will be regret till the end of my life. Something that I would change if given a chance is I will not send him to that fucking vet. Miko was healthy all these while, didn't show a lil bit sign of him being sick, its just that he is really the type of 'pemalas' cat which is normal. Ive googled all the symptoms and sign of a sick cat, and he was not having any of it at that time. That fucking vet took my cats life, I will never forgive her, and I wish her all the bad things in life. Two of my cats died in this hand's vet. This is no coincidence. Fucking mean. Miko was healthy when i send him to the vet, then suddenly she said Miko has fever a bit and need to be monitor before they can proceed with sunat. HE WAS NOT HAVING ANY FEVER AT HOME, i frequently check his temp 😭 entah. I still cant accept the fact that Miko is not here anymore, like things could have been a lot different if chose a different vet. 

Its been almost 2 weeks Miko, 2 weeks since I last hugging and kissing you. Ya Allah sesungguhnya aku rindu miko 😭 I just want him back in my arms Ya Allah, no other cats can replace him. This is so hard to me Miko, I still cry whenever I saw your pics. I miss you Miko sayang mommy. My handsome baby Miko 😞😔